The Rise and fall of Kundalini

In the beginning like a rubber ball up and down and around, sleep like crazy, ecstasy, depression, enlightenment, madness. It is all a part of it, but how intense depends of the persons background, beliefs. I was brought up around a lot of dysfunctional beliefs, a fearful Grandmother, a whacked out Mother; Catholic school one of the worse etc. So I had a lot going sane to do, yes kundalini is a process of going sane. It is unifying force, ends dichotomy, throws out bull shit religious structures, ends political worship, discovers the deep value of nature, sees God in a drop of water a field of wheat, a cats meow and not in a church or a book, this is radical. This energy is not governed by holly men or women, but holly men or ladies try to claim it, make it theirs, it belong to no one one person or group, it is life the very essence of being, the center, the outskirts, in Lions tail, in a Leopards sleep, and Elephants smile. Don't define it, to define it is to wrap the snakes tail around you and strangle, let go, ride the electric, this is the juice of life, the berrie on the bush, the grape in the wine, a bare back horse ride. In time it becomes gentle, hair floating on the breeze, lilies floating on the pond and you become gentle but not suripy sweet, not holly bull shit, but wolf aware......Good luck